Yesterday I was all worried that my boy may have diarrhea. He had runny watery stool and for an infant that could become dangerous since there is a possibility for dehydration. But it was false alarm and it turned out just fine.
The other day I was worried that he may not get enough food. He was crying all day and seemed to be hungry constently. He seemed unsatisfied after each feeding and nothing was able to calm him. Also he didn't make enough wet and dirty diapers which could be sign for a lack of food. It made me all concerned that I may not produce enough mothersmilk to nurse him. But apparently this also was a false alarm and he is gaining weight as he is suppose to just fine.
All these worries that go through my mind!
It's funny how becoming a mother makes you understand your own mother so much better.
I can now understand her worries and fears she had about me growing up. Back then when I was a young child and teenager things she would not allow me to do out of the concern that I may could get harmed, were making me rather feel annoyed and I just couldn't understand what the big deal was.
Now that I am mother myself I totally understand her feelings and concerns.
When I look at my son I wish for him to grow healthy and strong, I want him to be safe and secure and protected from any harm. I want him to have all the Best for his life. I wish for all his dreams to come true.
Any little thing that may indicate danger for him makes me literally freak out.
I thank my Mom for being my Mother and for her loving care all my life since the day she conceived me.
Thank you to all mothers out there in the world for your unconditional love and all the sacrifices you make for the sake of your children.
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